The Shadows Between the Neon
Chapter Ten: November 1st, 2159













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+J.M.J.+
 
Warning: I had seen this coming for quite a while, since the later chapters
of "One of THOSE in Our Midst!" actually, but Cecie and Joe's relationship turns
a corner and ends up at a fork in the road, plus there's also one slightly
gruesome Mecha-related moment . . . but on with the chapter.
 
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Chapter X: November 1, 2159
















Camden Tribune, Headline
 
NEWSPAPER PHOTOGRAPHER ARRESTED FOR MECHA DESTRUCTIONS, MANSLAUGHTER
 
Rouge City -- Last night, Halloran "Hal" McGeever, a photographer for the Rouge
City "Broadsheet", was arrested in connection with the recent series of Mecha
destructions in the city and for the killing of Terrill Loris, an accountant [. . .]
 
* * * * * *
 
"I still can't believe you got separated from Cecie," Phila cried at Frank over
the top of the newspaper he was trying to hide behind at breakfast.
 
"Do you think it makes me feel any better that I have no idea where Cecie and
Joe got to?" Frank replied.
 
"Phila, this is no time to clapperclaw Frank; it wasn't his fault," Kip said.
 
"Cecie could be lying dead somewhere out there," Phila said.
 
The phone twittered at that moment.
 
"This is probably Burnstead telling us he just found Cecie's body," Phila added.
 
"Be quiet, Phila," Bernie said.
 
Frank picked up the phone. "Langier residence."
 
"Is Frank Sweitz there?" asked a gruff but gentle voice. "This is Raymond
Flyte."
 
"Speaking," Frank said.
 
"We've found Cecie."
 
"Is . . .  she all right?"
 
"She's resting right now; we have her wound biotaped up."
 
"Was she . . . was she cut up badly?"
 
"She had a four inch gash along her ribs, but she'll survive. She's a strong
young woman."
 
"Can we see her?"
 
"She's still sleeping the last that I knew, but she'll probably be up soon
enough."
 
"I'll be over as soon as I can," Frank said.
 
"In which case, I'll give her the fair warning."
 
"Thanks. Thanks for taking care of her."
 
"It was my pleasure."
 
The line cut out and Frank hung up the phone. He turned to Phila. "That was Mr.
Flyte. He found Cecie; she's all right."
 
"It's better than Burnstead calling us to tell us the worst," Bernie said.
 
Phila said nothing to this.
 
* * * * * * *
 
After breakfast, Kip and Frank went up to Flyte's residence, known as the
Perfumed Alcove, in one of the towers at the north end of the city. Frank
carried with him a brown paper package containing Joes things.
 
A doorman Mecha admitted them and a small serving man who could almost have been
Juliens twin met them in the lobby and led them up to the 10th floor, where
Flyte awaited them.
 
They entered a sitting room just off Flytes office. Another door stood slightly
ajar, showing a glimpse of dark red hangings that might have surrounded a rich
bed.
 
Flyte entered from the office, in his shirtsleeves. "Sorry to keep you waiting,
I've been trying to get in touch with the partner of my accountant, Mr. Loris."
"We just read about his death," Frank said. "We're awful sorry."
 
Thanks. That means a lot to me. Loris and I were more than just business
associates: we were friends as well. We were both outcasts of different kinds.
And thats why you like Cecie, Kip said.
 
You found out my little secret, Flyte said, smiling. He beckoned them to
follow. Come along, shes waiting for you.
 
He led them out into a foyer and up a staircase to another suite of rooms to a
reception room that opened into another foyer with a staircase. He went out and
up the stairs.
 
This the closest youve ever been to the inside of a ho-house? Frank asked
Kip.
 
Yeah, Im surprised we dont have any company.
 
Too early in the morning: mornings are slack for all hookers, Orga or Mecha.
Used to come to these kinds of places at this time of the day back before Hal
got me on Mechas: the girls welcomed the business if they werent resting up
from the night before . . . but I shouldnt say any more.
 
You might warp my little mind. They both chuckled at this.
 
Flyte came down a moment later. Give her a minute, shes just had her breakfast
and she was settling down for a rest. Shes still a little shaky.
 
We wont wear out our welcome, Kip said.
 
Kip explored the books on the shelf over the mantel, or at least tried to: he
found a set of bound volumes of "The Pearl", a naughty periodical from the
Victorian era.
 
Yipes, Kip said, stepping back from the fireplace.
 
Best not to get too nosy in places like this, Frank warned. Though I must
admit 'The Pearl' and things like that have something of an advantage over the
modern stuff.
 
What do you mean?
 
Its got a certain air of whimsy that the modern age has lost.
 
Something rustled on the stairs. They both looked up.
 
Cecie descended the stairs, clad in a scarlet robe tied at her waist with a
silver cord, a silver cross set with five red stones hung from a black velvet
band around her neck.
 
She stepped into the room. She had changed overnight: a new melancholy showed in
her dark eyes. she kept one hand pressed to her side as she sat down on the
couch beside Frank.
 
Ceciewhat happened to you? Kip asked.
 
I fell afoul with Jays knife, she said. I had to kill him.
 
You got him with the EMP? Frank asked.
 
She nodded. There wasnt any other way. I didnt want to do it, but it had to
be done. He was sick and scared.
 
I can get the sick part if he really was the Mecha that injured those people in
Frisco and Omaha, but what made him scared? Kip asked.
 
Hal was using him as a cats-paw, but there was more to it than that. Jay still
had a little bit of dignity left that the blown chip hadnt destroyed. But hes
out of his sufferings now.
 
And Joe saved your life? Frank asked.
 
Yes. He carried me here. Flyte had his doctor-Mecha biotape my wound. Its
closing quickly: I can feel it tingling.
 
No permanent damage? Kip asked.
 
Ill carry a scar, but its nothing. I could have died, but Im alive. Im very
alive.
 
Kip got up. Were glad you are. Ill go call Phila and Bernie to let them
knowif Flyte will let me use his phone.
 
He will; tell him I asked you to call. And thats not just a cover: I want you
to.
 
Kip went out. Cecies gaze had turned to the floor: Frank could tell she had
something on her mind. He looked at her, chin tilted down so that a rim of white
showed under his leaf-colored irises. Its happened, hasnt it?
 
You mean? she gave him a purely Gallic look, with a twist of one eyebrow.
 
You?
 
She nodded and gathered her robe about her as if she drew Joes arms about her
body. Ive been in him for a long time, but now hes in me. They live on
affection, you know, even though they never ask for it outright.
 
How did it happen?
 
One thing led to another, like they say. It was inevitable, you know. Im a
woman; if I were immune to his charms, thered be some cause for concern. Ive
loved him for over a year now. It wasnt easy to keep this love inside me and
hidden from him. He has his sensors; he knew it long before I let on to him. He
was just waiting for my resolve to drop into his hand.
 
Like a ripe fruit.
 
She ran her hand along her thigh. The only fruit he can consume.
 
Its none of my business, but would you let him have seconds?
 
I dont know.
 
Frank smoothed the sofa cushion beside him aimlessly with one hand.
And not a word of this to anyone. Phila would have a conniption fit if she
knew. I can trust you with this data.
 
This file is currently unavailable. But you know shell find out.
 
I know, but I dont want anyone telling her.
 
I understand. Where is he now?
 
Hes upstairs waiting for me to come back, waiting so he can offer himself to
me once more. It wasnt just once, but twice, later this morning. I couldnt
keep my hands off him; I wanted to repay him. Tears showed on her cheeks though
she smiled. Hes my first and probably my last. Someone like him you meet only
once in your life.
 
Was that your first time?
 
She nodded. I suppose Im probably marked for life.
 
Mechas do something to you. Once youve had em, you may never want a real
lover again, or so they say. In some ways its a minor miracle that I can do as
well with Bernie as I do, after all the times Ive been with Mechas.
 
She looked at him in earnest. Did you feel like youd died and gone to heaven?
 
Yes.
 
She ran her hand up her body, between her breasts to her shoulders, hugging
them. I dont think I can possibly be the same person after this. Its
likeCecie died and theres another person living in my body.
 
If that were so, what is her name?
 
Magda, she said. Magdalena.
 
In honor of the woman of Magdala who loved much, Frank thought.
Kip returned at this point. Phila wants us to bring you down right away, he
said.
 
I shouldnt, Im still a little shaky, Cecie replied.
 
Besides, you probably want to be up there with your beloved, Frank said.
Oops.
 
Why? What happened? Kip asked. He looked at Cecie. Her face had gone red and
she looked away. I guess I missed something.
 
Kip, swear to me on your mothers grave that you wont breathe a word of this
to Phila.
 
Tell me what it is, then I can swear.
 
Joe and Iwe became lovers.
 
Kip hesitated. Inwardly his jaw had dropped, but he dared not show it. Lovershe
didnt doubt Cecie could give in to her physical nature, but she had always
seemed so rational and levelheaded around Joe. Hed seen women with things like
Joe since he was a kid, but Cecie was different. Hearing about this was like
hearing about a death in a friends family, like seeing the stump of a favorite
tree.
 
Im sorry to hear that.
 
Youre not the only one.
 
I guess this does require my word of honor.
 
Cecie leaned wearily against the arm of the sofa, her face looking drawn.
 
Were tiring you out, Frank said.
 
No, its not you, she said with a ghost of a smile.
 
Besides, I gotta get back and finish writing up last nights news, Frank said.
You certainly have your work cut out for you, she said.
 
They took leave of her shortly afterward. Im worried for her, Frank said as
they walked home. Shes at a very vulnerable stage.
 
I think she knows that, Kip said. But if Phila finds out now, shell be all
over Cecie and that would finish her off.
 
* * * * * *
 
Cecie went up the stairs to the room Flyte had let her use. She paused at the
door, leaning against the doorpost, not sure if she could face him again.
The door opened as if by itself. A hand emerged around the edge of the leaf; the
fingers reached out and touched her face, stroked her jaw, down to her neck. She
pushed the door open and stepped inside.
 
* * * * * *
 
She couldnt be in better hands, really, Bernie said to Phila as they washed
the breakfast things.
 
What makes you say that? Flyte is a whoremonger, for goodness sake, Phila
cried.
 
Hes a good man in spite of it; hes a gentleman.
 
There were serial killers who were gentlemen.
 
Remember what Cecie said about the spark of goodness hiding in the bad person
and the cloud of wickedness lurking in the good person? I think this is a case
of that. Remember when Joe got pinned with the restraining bolt and Mr. Flyte
didnt hold it against Cecie? Hes a good man.
 
Shell be corrupted.
 
Maybe were all corrupted in our own way, Bernie said.
 
* * * * * *
 
Later, Cecie lay nestled in the crook of Joes arm, her eyes half-closed.
 
Could you ask for a more thorough painkiller? he asked.
 
Youre as good as morphine and just as addictive, she replied.
 
She let her eyes slide closed, pretending to sleep. But she knew that he knew
she wasnt yet asleep.
 
After a little while, the sham became a reality.
 
* * * * * *
 
Cecie didnt remember how she got up to Flytes residence. But she remembered
awakening with the pungent scent of smelling salts in her nostrils. She sneezed
and opened her eyes.
 
She looked up into a slightly nondescript yet pleasant young mans face framed
with silvery platinum blond hair. He wore a white lab coat over surgical scrubs;
something quietly pensive and yet blank about the eyes and the gloss of his skin
told her what he was: a doctor-Mecha, an older model that had been discontinued.
 
Where am I? she asked, trying to sit up. The Mecha pressed her back on the
pillows gently.
 
You are in a safe place with people you know; just lie still and let me look at
your injury, he said.
 
She looked down. She lay on a wide bed covered with black satin sheets and a
violet comforter, red velvet pillows under her head. She had been stripped, but
a towel covered her breasts and the covers had been pulled up to her belly. The
Mecha gently probed her wound, now crusted with dried blood.
 
She winced. She looked up to the head of the bed. Flyte stood there, a tall,
white haired woman at his side. Cecie noticed a strong similarity between their
faces, the same calm, patricianly hawkish features.
 
Wheres Joe? Is he? she asked.
 
The woman knelt beside the bed. Hes undergoing a diagnostic himself. So far
hes all right, she said. Im Riana, Flytes sister.
 
No arteries have been severed, but some sutures will be necessary to aid the
biotape, the doctor reported. She will live.
 
The Mecha felt at her wrist, then placed his palm over her heart. Breathe
deeply, Miss Martin? She complied, but the wound still throbbed. Good, good.
There is no sound of bleeding in the lungs or the chest cavity.
 
He pushed up his sleeve and opened a compartment in his forearm. He took out a
vinyl tie with which he tied off her left arm, raising the veins. From another
compartment in his other forearm and took out a small syringe.
 
This may sting, but it will pass, he warned. She started panting. Breathe
deeply now and count to ten.
 
She looked away and forced her lungs to fill and empty slowly, ticking off
numbers in her head.
 
At four her eyelids grew heavy, at five the room started to recede. By six she
fell asleep.
 
* * * * * *
 
A half an hour or ten hours could have passed. She heard movement about her. She
felt soft hands smoothing something over her wound.
 
She peeled back her eyebrows to open her eyes and looked down.
 
A loose scarlet robe lay under her; the doctor Mecha smoothed a layer of biotape
over her wound, a thick pinkish-brown patch like a second skin full of nanobots
ready to deliver an extra dose of nutrients to her cells to speed the process of
healing her flesh.
 
She looked about the room. It wasnt a large room, but she couldnt see much of
it on account of the violet canopy and curtains about the bed. A battery lantern
stood on the bedside table, with a carafe of water and a clean glass next to it.
 
Thank you, she managed to say to Flyte, who sat beside the bed. I owe you.
 
No. I owe you, he said. The doctor Mecha stepped aside and let Riana close the
robe over Cecie.
 
What do you mean? Cecie asked.
 
Joe told me everything, Flyte said. You saved his brain again.
 
I had toI love him.
 
Flyte patted her brow as if she were his daughter. I know you do, girl. I
believe he does too, in his own way.
 
You need to rest, Miss Martin, the doctor Mecha said.
 
Cecie closed her eyes and leaned her head back. A few moments passed. Someone
nudged her awake. She opened her eyes. Riana sat beside her, a white tablet in
her cupped hand, a glass of water in the other.
 
This will take away some of the pain and help you sleep better, Riana said.

Cecie sat up carefully. She took the pill in one hand and put the pill on the
back of her tongue. Riana gave her the glass of water, which Cecie drank,
washing the pill down her throat. Riana took the glass and drew the covers up
over her chest.
 
Now dont move for another five hours. The nanobots in that tape have to work
on your flesh.
 
Riana got up and went out, closing the door behind her softly.
 
A moment later, it opened again and two tall forms, one slightly taller than the
other, moved into the room.
 
If she shows any signs of change for the worst, you send for me at once, she
heard Flyte saying. But dont touch her or go near the bed until at least five
hours have passed.
 
As you wish, she heard Joe reply.
 
She heard nothing more for a long time.
 
* * * * * *
 
Hal came to a few moments after Frank had knocked him out. Nursing his jaw, he
dragged himself through the darkened streets.
 
Hey, Jay! Where in h--- are you, fella? He set off along Broad Way, looking
for any sign of Jay. It was times like this he wished hed thought to put a
tracking device in Jay.
 
He went down a side street; his foot caught on something on the ground and he
fell flat on his face. Cursing acridly, he got up and stooped to examine the
stumbling block.
 
It wasnt a block at all, but rather a prone figure. Two pallid gray eyes stared
sightlessly at him.
 
Oh, God, JAY! he moaned, falling to his knees, trying to survey the wreckage.
 
Jays limbs had detached from his torso and his head had rolled away from the
rest of his body. Hal smelled the unmistakable stink of ozone over the dead
Mecha. Whoever had done this had finished off the job with an EMP, no hope of
repairs. Even his cube would be fried.
 
Hal turned over Jays head and, taking the light intensifier from his pocket,
turned it on.
 
The faceplate had been smashed in from the fall, but he could still dimly
recognize his partners features.
 
Police sirens wailed in the near distance, coming closer, but he paid them no
heed. He dimly heard an amphibicopter pass overhead. A spotlight splashed over
him. Hal stayed still, hoping they would overlook him. It passed on.
 
He heard footsteps nearby. More lights fell over him. He looked up.
 
A ring of policemen and security guards surrounded him. He stood up, raising his
hands over his head.
 
Burnstead approached him. I hate to break the news to you, but youre going to
have to wrap this one up, he said. Youre under arrest for the assault of
Terrill Loris. Or did you have Jay do that for you as well.
 
How could he do that when some one did him? Hal retorted. As Burnstead lead
Hal away toward the police amphibicopter parked in a square at the end of the
street, he noticed something dragging from Hal's left ankle. Burnstead stopped him
and turned a flashlight on the object.
 
Jays hand gripped the cuff of Hals trouser leg.
 
* * * * * *
 
Five hours, Mr. Flyte had ordered him. Joe sat in the shadows of Cecies room,
counting off the seconds by his internal clock.
 
Four hours, thirty minutes and ten seconds: Cecie had hardly moved the whole
time, on account of the drugs she had been given to help her sleep. He watched
her from his spot on the floor, sitting on a cushion, watching the bed.
 
Riana had given him the pillow though he had no need for it and Mr. Flyte had
ordered him to keep a strict watch over Cecie in case anything happened they
needed to know about.
 
She breathed quietly and deeply the whole time. She moved once under the covers.
He heard her moisten her lips twice.
 
Four hours, forty-five minutes, fifty-six seconds: she moved, rustling the
bedcovers, turning over on her back.
 
Four hours, fifty-seven minutes, fifteen seconds: he heard her sigh once. Was
that a word? Oh? No?
 
Joe?
 
Five hours, two minutes, five seconds: her body twitched. He got up and moved to
the foot of the bed for a better look.
 
Five hours, three minutes, two seconds: she sat up. She rubbed her face with
both hands. She put one foot to the floor, then the other. She stood up,
tentatively. She swayed a little and held onto the bedside table. She sat back
on the bed and filled the glass from the carafe.
 
Five hours, six minutes: she set the glass on the table and slid her legs under
the covers.
 
* * * * * *
 
Cecie awoke with a parched throat. She touched her left side gingerly; she
winced a little, but it was no longer the deadening pain of before. Good pain,
healing pain, weakness-leaving-the-body pain, not death gnawing at her flesh. She
sat up.
 
She tried to stand up, but she still felt weak. She sat down and by
the light of the battery lamp, poured herself a glass of water from the carafe.
Outside, the wind still blew, whistling at the window. The power had not returned:
the room lay bathed in thin blue moonlight, no neon glowed outside. She set the
glass on the table and leaned back on the pillows, sliding her legs under the
covers.
 
She could not fall asleep again. The drugs to deaden the pain must have worn
off, and there was still a lot of adrenalin pulsing in her veins. She lay
listening to the night sounds.
 
Something moved in the room, rustled at the hangings about the bed. She looked
down. The covers at her feet stirred, then rippled. They rose over something
moving underneath that was not her. She flinched, drawing back from it.
 
The covers at her groin rose as if by themselves, rounding over some object
beneath them. She tensed, ready to flee or to kick the intruder in the head, and
yet she lay mesmerized by the movement. The entity moved toward the edge of the
covers.
 
Joes swarthy face looked at her from beneath the covers. He drew closer to her,
his arms framing her spread thighs.
 
What are you? Go away, she mumbled.
 
Your protestations do not convince, he said, inching closer. Your lips say
no, but your eyes say yes. Youve had enough vile tricks played on you for one
night. Why not allow yourself a treat?
 
She almost laughed. Come closer, Im not supposed to accept any unwrapped
treats.
 
He crept closer. A black silk dressing gown covered his form, but it had slid
back from his shoulders and the skirts had opened over his thighs and more than
that.
 
Itll do, she said.
 
He crept closer still, keeping his body clear of hers. He lay down beside her,
turning her onto her right side, facing him.
 
No tricks, just treats, he said, from inches away on the pillow.
 
I could use a little sweetness to cheer me up, fella, she said. Just be
gentlemy wound.
 
Joe reached down to her left side, running just his fingertips over the fabric
of her robe. I shall handle you with the care that you need: no more horrors,
only delights. His hand slid up to the neck of her robe. May I?
 
She laughed gently, her head still light from the painkiller. Yes, you goblin.
 
He parted the halves of her robe gently with just his fingertips. He lowered his face to her neck and nipped her flesh gently. She gasped, but it came out like a light laugh.
 
The musky smell of his skin combined with something sweet, floral, emanating from his hair. Roses, she realized. She closed her eyes, wondering if the sensuous heaviness that crept over her was anything like the kind of feeling a virgin in a vampire novel might feel when her demon lover approached her. Was this just a dream? Was she still under the influence of the anesthetic?
 
She let the sensations continue, washing over her. Were these real, the hands that caressed her breasts, cupping them, the lips that kissed them and nibbled at her nipples? She opened her eyes and looked down into Joe's eyes as he looked up at her, eyes so bright they all but glowed like cat's eyes in the gloom.
 
She stroked his hair, feeling the individual fibers, so soft and silken. She ached all over from the exertion earlier that night, but the warmth that enveloped her, the warmth from Joe's long body covering her eased the pain.
 
He crept down her, almost as if he were retreating under the covers, working his way down her, kissing and nibbling at her skin, carefully avoiding her wound, his long fingers tracing slow circles on her lower abdomen. She gasped as his fingertips and then his tongue parted the bramble-growth of hair between her thighs. He penetrated the tangle, finding her flesh, gently preparing her for another kind of penetration.
 
She felt the sweat starting to break out on the back of her neck and her shoulders. Trembling overtook her as he parted her thighs. Just his very presence on top of her left her weak-limbed and yielding. But the slight pressure-pain in her side let her know his touch had not healed. it.
 
"You are so strong, and yet under my touch you turn so soft and pliable, like a young plant," he said. "But what kind? ... A mimosa, perhaps. Yes, you react so to my touch."
 
She laughed gently at the pun he'd made, on the name of her favorite drink. He laughed softly with her.
 
He worked deeper into her. She felt her flesh engulfing his silicon, but she felt as if she were the one engulfed, her body wrapped in a silken sheet of fire, her view blocked by a sea of green.
The nails of her hands clenching the sheets dug in so hard she knew they cut through. "Oh love! Oh fire!" she cried out in a voice that hardly seemed her own.
 
She didn't know how much time had passed from the cry she emitted to the moment when she came back to herself.
 
Joe hovered over her, propped on his elbows, their lower bodies still melded together, he lingering within her, a silken smile curving his lips.
 
"You screamed," he said. "You screamed so loudly the whole city must have heard it."
 
"Funny that the sounds of a nightmare are the same sounds as a woman in her lover's arms," she said, still a little drunk with pleasure.
 
"Has the nightmare passed?" he asked.
 
"Yes, you scared 'em away."
 
He laid a finger over her lips. "No tricks, just treats." With that, he withdrew from her.
 
"In that case, I guess I got something yummy in the sack." They both chuckled.
 
Cecie let her eyelids slide shut as he turned over on his side and drew her close to him, protectingly, careful to avoid touching the biotape. She nestled against him, her neck against the operating license on his chest.
 
"Life flows into your body," he whispered against her hair, reshaping the despairing quote she'd let slip earlier. "Delight flows in with love's waters."
 
With his words in her ear, she slid into a tranquil doze, pleasantly sated from his embrace.
 
* * * * *
















Just after daybreak, she awakened, wondering where she was, why this mysterious place smelled so sweet, why she was naked... and whose arms held her so gently. As she stirred, their hold on her loosened and she turned to look into a pair of jade-green eyes.

Joe lay on his side next to her under the covers. He released her lingeringly as she sat up. He cocked one eye to her as if to say, "Care for more treats?"

"You just have to look at me," she said, reaching for her robe and pulling it on. She got up and limped to the bathroom, to take care of nature's needs.

As she got up from the toilet, she couldn't help glancing into the basin. A couple tiny drops of blood showed in the urine-laced water. Even with the most gentle of lovers, she'd endured pain in his arms, but she hardly noticed it. She flushed it away and washed her hands, then went back to bed, where Joe awaited her.

"You took some time in there," he pointed out as she sank down beside him. He drew the covers over them both. "Does the pain trouble you?"

"I was just thinking," she said.

"Thinking of what, may I ask?"

"About this night... this morning..."

"Did you enjoy it?"

She reached out and stroked his soft cheek. "Yes. You're much better than an Orga man would be. I've seen guys who took a girl's virginity and then bragged about it."

"In that case, be assured that only you and I shall know what happened here."

She smiled and drew his head toward her heart, holding it there as she settled back. He let out a murmur of pleasure.

As she relaxed into a doze, she felt Joe pull her to him, into his arms. She huddled against him and fell asleep

* * * * * *

She heard the door creak open and footsteps approaching. She opened her eyes and looked upn to see Flyte and the doctor Mecha standing beside the bed.

"Well, I see you must be feeling a lot beter," Flyte said, with a light, bantering smile. "Regaling yourself of his company, eh?"

"We're just cuddling now," Cecie said.

"May I take a look at your wound?" the doctor Mecha asked.

"Sure," Cecie said. She turned her back to Joe as she opened her robe, keeping herself covered except for the wound.

The doctor Mecha peeled back the biotape. A red mark showed on the skin, covered with a large scab. Nothing more. The wound had almost completely healed.

"It's time that you let that injury air under your garment," the doctor said.

After Flyte and the doctor Mecha had left, Riana and a maid-Mecha entered, the maid carrying a breakfast tray: fruit, green tea and an omlette.

"How did you know?" Cecie asked, sitting up.

"Joe told me your favorite breakfast," Riana said.

"But do you really want that?" Joe asked Cecie, regarding her sidewise. "Why have breakfast when you could have... me."

She baffed him playfully with the napkin. "I gotta eat something first, you darling goblin."
 
* * * * * *

Later the following afternoon, she nestled against his shoulder. Riana came in
to check on Cecie.

Well, you must be feeling better if youre at it again, she said, helping
Cecie to rise. How do you feel?

The pains almost gone, Cecie said. She glanced at Joe, who reclined, propped
up on his elbow, behind her on the bed. He had a little something to do with
it.

Ill bet he did, Riana said with a smile. Joe returned the smile, his head
bent slightly, eyelids lowered, but Cecie detected a proud little glint under
there.

Riana led Cecie into the next room, a dressing room of some sort, with a walk in
closet along one wall. That thing that stabbed you ruined your clothes, but I
think youre about the same size. Riana opened the closet door and rummaged
among the clear plastic garment bags hanging inside. She took down a white
gown with violet embroidery.

Oh no, I couldnt, Cecie said, blushing.

Riana looked at her with the openness of a Mecha, no judgment, no questioning.
Youre affected by him.

Cecie nodded.

Well, hmmmmlets see. She moved aside a few other garment bags. She drew out
a dark green dress.

Yes, that will do, Cecie said. ButI dont mean to pry, but whose dresses
were these?

They belonged to Flytes wife, the mother of his daughter. She died not long
after Kira passed away after a long bout of Werners syndrome. Someone started a
vicious rumor that Estelle killed herself with an overdose of sleeping pills,
but she died of a heart attack. She couldnt bear to go on living without her
daughter. Flyte never really got over it. Thats possibly why he latched onto
you: youre like a surrogate daughter.

I wondered that; he told me once he would have had a daughter my age.

Does that bother you at all?

No, Cecie said, taking the dress. I lost my father when I was fourteen. Its
more than coincidence: Flyte wants a daughter figure; I want a father figure.
Why not reach out and help each other?

And who would think, she added, that a lover-Mecha would bring us together.

* * * * * *
 
Cecie showeredalone, with the door locked. The doctor Mecha had removed the
biotape and had her air the wound. She washed around it carefully. She dried
herself with a huge towel Riana had provided. She wrapped it about herself and
returned to the dressing room, where Riana had laid out a set of undergarments
she had gone out to buy. Amazingly, they fit, but she realized Joe might have
passed her exact measurements on to Riana.

She pulled the dress on over her head and zipped the back.

She sensed a presence behind her. She turned around.

Joe stood in the doorway behind her, fully dressed, leaning one shoulder against
the doorpost, eying her.

How long have you been there? Cecie asked.

Only the time that it took you to fasten the back of your dress, he replied.

Exactly three seconds. He stepped closer to her, his hands clasped behind him,
his coattails pushed back.

If you think youre gonna find out how this dress looks crumpled on the floor,
you have another thought coming, she said.

I harbored no such intentions, he said, innocently.

She let him lead her down to the lower floor, where Flyte awaited them in the
main room. Flyte wore his usual conservatively cut gray suit, but she noticed a
band of black crepe around his left sleeve, high above the elbow. He stood alone
in the well of a window through which the golden afternoon sunlight shone.

Have you heard any news since last night? he asked.

Not since Jays death, she said.

And her salvation, Joe added.

Flyte touched the crepe band at his sleeve. Loris, my accountantmy friendis
dead. Halloran McGeever shot him with an EMP. Loris was on a pacemaker; the
surgeons over at the hospital in Camden tried to replace it, but he was in full
cardiac arrest. He died this morning.

Thats horrible, Cecie said. Im sorry. She went up to Flyte and put a
daughterly arm around his shoulder. Do the police know why? Did they catch
him?

The police arrested McGeever last night; they brought him to Camden for
questioning. He hasnt told them anything.

Typical of Halfrom the little I know of him. Which is a lot more than I care
to know.

Perhaps Frank Sweitz could unbind his tongue with some well-placed words," Joe
suggested.

Ill have to pass that on to him, Cecie said. To Flyte she added, Did
youwhat about Julien?

Flyte shook his head gravely. Joe put a consoling hand on her shoulder.

Julien was totaled, Flyte replied. The one consolationif you want to call it
thatis that he was still under warranty. I can get a replacement, but it wont
be the same.

No, it wont, Cecie agreed and crossed herself on her chest.

She had her supper with Flyte, over which she told him about the previous
nights adventures.

That evening, she went to Mass with Flyte, Joe at her side.

* * * * * *
 
Phila went with Frank and Bernie to the early evening Mass. On her way back from
Communion, she spotted Cecie in the back pew, next to Raymond Flyte, with that
Mecha on her other side, a little closer than usual. Cecie kept her eyes bent
the whole time. Something did not seem right about her, but what was it?

Phila peered back again. She hadnt seen Cecie go up to Communion.

Cecie hadnt moved from the same spot a moment before, but Phila noticed her
chewing on her lip in a way that mean something was weighing on her mind.

* * * * * *
 
After Mass, Phila approached Cecie on the sidewalk outside the chapel. The
streetlights were on now, but the neon had yet to return.

Cecie, are you sure youre all right? Phila asked. Should you really be up
and about?

I had to come to Mass to thank God for getting me through last night, Cecie
said.

Shes a gift from God herself, Flyte said.

Butyou didnt receive Communion, Phila said. I dontwhat happened?

Its nothing you really need to know, Cecie said.

Phila looked up at Joe, who kept a protective hand on Cecies shoulder. She
looked at Cecie.

She recoiled.

You didnt! she cried. Youyougave yourself to thisthis machine.

Let her who is without sin cast the first stone, Cecie said. Im only a
human; Im not a saint. She slid her shoulder out from under Joes hand and
stepped away. Excuse me.

Cecie? Joe started after her. Phila dared to grab his arm and pulled him back.

She doesnt need you now, Phila said.

But something jumped from his body to hers in that brief touch. She looked up
into those eyes and she saw something there she had never seen before. Despite
the blank look of confusion there, she noticed something else:

Desire.

Not the seething satyr look she had glimpsed in Hals eyes, but an innocent
question.

*What is this that binds us all together?*

She stepped away, chastened, and hurried to join Kip.

Dont let her get to you, son, Flyte said, taking Joe aside by the shoulder
and leading him down the street. You go find Cecie; she might want you back.
 
Joe smiled at this. There, I knew youd like that.

* * * * * *
 
Cecie wanted only to be alone, to lie on the couch in her room with the door
closed, in the dark, except for the batter candles that still glowed on the
table.

Now she knew why they called it the little death.

Her side still ached, not the wound, but lower and more toward the middle,
probably an ovulation pain.

No wonder shed been so easy with him: mix a cocktail of anesthetic and
painkillers with female hormones and the presence of a beautiful man in a small
room and you had instant trouble.

She should just do the right thing and go home to Westhillston, her real
hometown, if they would have her back. Which they wouldnt.

If it was the old Celtic New Year, she ought to make a resolution.

Go live in some place Joe is not?

Maybe.

* * * * * * *
 
Joe stood on the sidewalk against a lamppost outside the Graceley, gazing up at
Cecies window. He saw her shadow move across it, but she did not stop to look
out. Agency policy told him to wait fifteen minutes for a woman to come down.
The time ticked by. At the fourteenth minute, she came to the window and drew
the blind, blocking the light.

He waited one minute more. She might change her mind. The minute passed. He
turned on his heel and went in search of more eager company.

Was it something he had done?

Or was this a case of post-act reformation?

* * * * * *
 
Cecie got up and shucked the borrowed dress. Shed get a courier to bring it
back to Flyte the next day. Please, Flyte, dont do me any more favors

She ran her hands through her hair and put on her night things.

She poked at a few writing projects she hadnt touched since before the Danse
Macabre, but her mind was far away, still fleeing over the rooftops, still
pressed against the wall of the bulkhead with Jays blade in her ribs, still in
bed, wrapped in Joes arms, her head pillowed on his chest.

She opened the journal on her datascriber and got it all down. Then she went
back to work.

At almost midnight, she relented and crawled into bed. She lay on her right
side, eyes closed, trying to empty her mind; but the image of Joes sultry face
emerging from beneath the coverlet came into her mind.

She swore he sat at the foot of the bed, awaiting her call to him or some
gesture to stir him into action. Her flesh warmed, recalling his kisses, his
caresses, covering every inch of her skin except the place where the knife had
bitten her.

She curled up into a ball and wept till she swore her tears had turned to blood.

* * * * * *
 
Frank met Cecie in Main Plaza next afternoon after Hals arraignment in Camden
that morning. She looked a little better, as if the aftereffects of her
sufferings had lessened.

So whats the news with the job? she asked.

I got in, Frank said, reaching for his wallet and showing her the official
media pass, complete with photo and a chip bearing a copy of his genetic code.

Congratulations! she said. In that case, eh, are you and Bernie settling in
the city?

Frank glanced around: a female Mecha that might have been the infamous Jane had
her eye on him. Nah, were settling in Camden, across the river. Im heading
over there just now.

What for?

Finkelsteen wants an official interview with Hal.

So, what did he plead this morning?

No contest to all charges: manslaughter, destruction of self-motivated property
worth an excess of 800,000 NB, tampering with a public electrical power supply

What?

The blackout. Turns out Hal busted the firewall of the computers at the power
station here and uploaded a bug that paralyzed the computers last night and
yesterday.

Id think Hal would be pleading insanity, just to keep himself in the news.

He had the idea for this stunt to get himself some leverage in the paper. But
as we know, that went like a lead balloon. Plus, he had so many charges he had
no idea where to start. Theres more, you know: aiding and abetting in the
crimes of another, harboring a fugitive from justice, deliberately removing a
license tag from a Mecha.

Removing the license tag... well, that would explain Jays lack of one. Did they
ever find out where he came from?

Hal told me the whole story when I saw him last night. It turns out Jay was a
street prostitute like our boy, but his owner, a woman named Candace Kincaid,
was less vigilant than Flyte in keeping track of recalls and things like that.

Hal met Jay in Omaha when he was there covering a story on a radical pro-AI
group out there. You know what they say about the two sado-masochists finding
each other in a roomful of people. Hal found out Jay was suffering on account of
that blown chip. It fried some of his components, so Hal offered to help himat
a price.

Dont tell me: sexual favors and killing those Mechas, which would kill two
birds at one stoneexcuse the pun: Hal would have his story, and Jay would have
a ready supply of undamaged parts.

Burnstead figured that out. I have to admit, I unlocked some information his
questioning couldnt. Id warned them that, so Burnstead brought me in to talk
to Hal.

So whats going to happen to him now?

Theyre sending him to maximum security in Camden.

Maximum security. She trembled.

He joked about what a dumb punishment it was, said since hed spent a few years
in cryostasis, it would be like coming homein about those exact words.

I dont want to think of anyonenot even Halin that. Shed seen photographs
of the inside of a new maximum security facility, with the incarcerated in
separate, coffin-like isolation pods stacked one above another, each criminal
wired to a VR system which would force them to live over and over the crime they
had committedfrom the viewpoint of their victim.

An image passed through her minds eye of Hal being led into the facility
stripped to his shorts, the doctors strapping him into his pod and injecting him
with a hallucinogenic sedative, then burning off his hair at the points where
they would graft on the electrodes. Shed heard about Hal resisting arrest, but
what would he do when they led him into prison? Would he resist, or would he
comply, feigning submission but inwardly mocking his jailors. Or would fear
reduce this cynic to a whimpering bundle of terror?

I gotta get going and catch the monorail to Camden, before they put him in.
Youll hear the rest -- you okay, Cecie?

Yeah, just concerned for Hal.

They parted. Cecie went back to the Graceley as quickly as she could, avoiding
anything that looked remotely like Joe.

* * * * * *

The guards led Frank into a small room furnished with just a table and two chairs with a light in a metal cage overhead. An interrogation room, he realized.

A moment later, two guards entered, leading Hal in, the small man clad in a grey jumpsuit too big for his tiny frame. Already, Hal's thinning hair had been cropped back. His eyes had sunked, peering up at Frank from the depths of their sockets. In just two days, he'd aged ten years.

"Hal," Frank said, reaching out to him.

Hal held up one hand, warding him off. "No, don't touch me. I'm dead already."

"You look very much alive to me," Frank said, as the guards went out.

Hal shook his head. "I'm dead inside, Not that I was really alive in there before."

"What makes you say that?" Frank asked.

"Jay killed it."

"Jay killed it?" Frank asked, puzzled.

"Siddown and I'll tell you."

They sat down, facing each other across the table.

After a long pause, Hal spoke. "I found Jay when I was coming back from covering an ARM rally in Nova San Francisco. Or rather, he found me." He paused as if for emphasis. "I'd stopped over at the house of an old lover to say hello. I came back to my hotel room, closed the door, when the light I'd left on while I was out suddenly shuts itself off.

"Something grabs me by the back of my neck and holds a knife to my throat. It spoke to me in a staticky voice, so I knew it was a Mecha. I told it to let me go so I could get a pencil and paper so it could write me what it needed to tell me.

"I put the light back on and I find myself looking up at this tall, dark, handsome but cut-up thing. Blue eyes, dark hair, slim built. God, I wanted him to get down on his knees right then and there and lick me all over. But that's an little hard when said handsome thing still has the back of your neck clenched in his hand. I found the pad for him. He writes to me, 'Are you the one that can fix me?"

"I told him I'd fixed up quite a few busted Mechas in my time, but that wasn't my chief line of work. He lets me go, then opens the compartment in his forearm, takes out this dagger, and writes, 'You WILL fix me. Or I WILL kill you'."

"All right, but how does that tie in with this little publicity stunt thing?"

Hal held up his hand slightly, begging for silence. "I'm getting to that. I was heading for Rouge City, to get that job I'd heard was opening up, so I sent him ahead. Gave him the train fare. He followed his own instincts as far as the killings went. See, it ain't unusual for the damaged of his kind to cannibalize parts from their dead, sorta like vultures that way. Jay was doing what's typical of Mechas, except that he had that Babylon bug in his head, fried his brain. He'd bring the parts to me, I'd scan images of the dead Mechas from his head, and I'd install the new parts for him. Then he spotted Joe, realized this was one of his line and decided to go after him. I didn't like the idea."

"But you didn't stop him."

"You have to realize, I was working with a madman. If I'd refused, he'd have torn me limb from limb. I didn't want to end up on the wrong side of another crime photographer's lens."

"But you helped cause havoc."

"I didn't order the killings, well, not most of them. I mostly just took the photos. It still made news."

"That's the wrong way to do it."

"Hey, I took a liability and turned it into an asset."

"What about the lights going out? You have anything to do with that?"

"Sort of. A... friend of mine created a bug that temporarily plays hob on the grid. Thought I'd give it a try and add to the atmosphere."

Frank had nothing to say to this. They both fell silent. Frank tried to look into Hal's face, but Hal deliberately avoided his gaze.

"Was that what you wanted to know?" Hal asked.

"It's all I need to know about all this," Frank replied.

At that point the guard, the shorter one with the duller skin, entered. "Time's up, Mr. Sweitz," he announced. The Mecha guard followed him in.

"I was just about to leave anyway," Frank said.

"You gonna say goodbye?" Hal asked without looking up.

Frank pondered giving Hal a brotherly hug, but he knew this was not what the little cynic would want.

He held his hand out to him. "Goodbye, Hal," he said.

Hal clasped it without looking up, but didn't shake it. He stood up slowly as the Mecha guard touched his shoulders, then led him out the door. The other guard escorted Frank out.

Frank glanced back at Hal. He looked so small... Maybe he only imagined that shiver that ran through the prisoner's frame...

* * * * * *
 
Later that afternoon, as she got ready to go to confession and Mass, someone
knocked at her door. She answered it, careful to look through the peephole
first. It didnt sound like Joes knock, but she had to be careful. She couldnt
see.

Burnstead stood at the door. Do you mind if I come in for a moment? he asked.

I was just going out, but I can spare some time. she opened the door wider for
him.

I just wanted to thank you for cornering that rogue Mecha for useven if you
had to destroy him in the process.

I acted only in self-defense, she said.

Burnstead reached into his breast pocket and took out an envelope. The
Sheriffs Departments of Nova Francisco and Omaha sent this over: its a little
token of their appreciation, you might call it. he held it out to her. she took
it and opened it.

Inside were two checks, totaling 100,000 NB.

She held it out to him. I cant take it, she said.

I cant take it back.

She stuffed it into his hand. You keep it yourself; I did what I did for Joes
sake, to save his brain.

He held it out to her again. My supervisors will find it a little suspicious if
I bring it back or keep it.

She took it. You win.

* * * * * *
 
Father Nick Crawford heard confessions late that afternoon. The line was
unusually long, but not for today, All Souls Day, with the spiritual financiers
making sure they had invested enough time in church to gain the total remission
of their departed loved ones remedial education in the hereafter.

Hed heard talk of McGeevers confession at his arraignment earlier that day.
Fitting that it should happen that day, but he wished McGeever could have had it
easier, or that the prison system could find a more humane means of correction.

A line of penitents "Bless me, Father, for I have sinned . . .

I peeked at a dirty magazineI swore at my wifeI hit my brotherI looked
a little too long at a sex-Mecha, a femaleI didnt let the clerk know she
gave me back too much changeI got into an argument with my husband, and then
I was wishing Id married my sweetheart in high school

My last confession was a week agoandFather, Ive disobeyed the implications
of the Sixth Commandment.

The voice sounded like Cecie Martins, but the tone was hooded, even throatier
than usual.

You, er, did what? he asked nonchalantly, even humorously. Cecie tended to
theologize a little.

She drew in a long breath. Ive lain with my best friend.

Well, what were the circumstances?

My head was fogged from anesthetics and painkillers following some minor surgery.
I just wanted to be held. Joe was there with me; we were alone. He only wanted to
console me, and you know as well as I thats one of the few ways he knows how.

You probably werent in full possession of your will. But were you conscious of
what you were doing?

Yes. It hurt but I didnt care.

What hurt?

Joe was careful to avoid my wound, but it still pained me. She chuckled
humorlessly. When I should rush into sin, let it be with a limping foot! I
was crying out in pain as much as I was crying out in delight.

But the trouble is, I dont know if Im sorry for it or not.

The fact that youre here confessing is proof enough that you are. What do you
sense in yourself?

Im dismayed that Ive let this friendship go to a level I never really
intended. Im a little angry with myself. I fell like I took advantage of Joe,
even though theres really no way that I can. I dont think Id ever do it
again.

But if you do, just get up, and keep going.

Ive thought of going back to my hometown, but they wont want me there, not
after what Ive done. I dont belong here any more, either.

Do any of us really belong anywhere, except the hands of God?

Thats true. All my life, Ive wanted just one perfect lover. I found him in
Christ in the Eucharist, but I also found him in Joe. Its like Christ is my
perfect heavenly lover, andI cant say it.

Say it, lay down that burden.

And Joe is my perfect earthly lover.

In that case, which do you value more?

Im not sure. Just as I want to be free from this so I can receive Communion
and be able to speak with Christ within the depths of my heart in the stillness
of the chapel with my veil around my face, theres another part of me that wants
to lie under silken sheets in Joes arms, feeling him within me in a totally
different way."

"The fact that you're here, confessing, means you really want Christ in your
heart." 

"I know. But I also know that once I leave here I'll be back to my old ways,
longing for the wrong lover."

"Don't beat up on yourself for it; just pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and
start all over again."

"I will."
 
She received her heavenly Lover at Mass and spent a long while afterward
praying, talking with her Lover until the form vanished into her being.
She got up a little reluctantly and went out into the night.

As she stepped out onto the pavement, she wrapped her veil scarf-like around her
neck, with just the tassel over her head. The sky had turned that iridescent
black that always hung over the city at night.

Iridescent black, like the gleaming garments of the fellow who approached her,
his eyes scanning her up and down.

She tried to turn away from Joe, but she felt a gentle hand take the tassel of
her veil and unwind it from her head, using it to draw her close. She turned her
face to his.

Her eyes met those of her earthly lover.


The End. . . .
 

Literary Easter Eggs:
a certain air of whimsyIm not sure about Victorian erotica, since Ive
never actually read any, but I remember accidentally running across in an
antiques store a bunch of nineteenth century pornographic snap shots (by todays
standards they were PG-13 rated. Really.) which were more cleverly naughty than
genuinely obscene. The most memorable one was entitled something like The
Proudfoots Maid Serves the Salad Without Dressing, which featured said maid
serving said salad in just her underwear, and remember that 19th century womens
underwear covered more skin than some 21st century clothes do!
Joes hand reaching around the doorimage derived from the Song of Songs
When I should rush into sina direct quote from Paul Claudels The Satin
Slipper.
Maximum securitythe idea for this device is a combination of the power plants
in The Matrix and the maximum-security facility seen in Minority Report; plus
there was also an episode of the new Twilight Zone which featured the idea of
having criminals endure VR replays of their crimesfrom the victims viewpoint
(I came up with the idea even before I saw said episode. Weird.)
pick yourself up, dust yourself offI dont know if it is, but this sounds
oddly like a line from a 1940s song.